Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Today's Devotion

Healing Begins!




"And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him up. If he has sinned, he will be forgiven. Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective. ~James 5:15,16"



As I was driving to work this morning I heard a little clip about the new 10th Avenue North song, This is Where the Healing begins and they referred to a verse in James...I'm actually not sure if I got the right one that they referenced but I think this verse is powerful in illustrating the point God has laid on my heart this morning.



Life can be so challenging sometimes, whether it is a sleepless night with a toddler, conflict with a loved one, quarell with a spouse, deadlines at work, and just the day to day struggles that we all have in our lives. And I know sometimes I slip and sin, whether it be saying a bad word, snapping at my children and husband, or ignoring deadlines at work. I always feel guilty and unworthy of God's love in those moments of human error. Lately I've been really struggling with how I respond to my children, I just get very snappy with them over really nothing, and I always feel like a horrible mom, like I'm a fake---I put on this facade that I'm the perfect mom and behind close doors I feel like I'm about to loose my patience, and sanity. This morning I'm being convicted to confess my sins of not being the best mom I can be to my children. I'll continue to pray for patience and self control. Even though we all have our moments that we'd rather hit the delete button and erase from everyone's memory, God has already forgiven us if we only confess. As I've said before God loved us so much, and knew we would sin, that he gave his only son's life for those sins. Isn't that an amazing fact to ponder this morning? So yes this morning the healing begins by simply confessing and praying to our Awesome God. Whatever you are facing today, whatever sin you've committed know that your healing can begin because the price of our sins have already been paid.



Here is the song:



So you thought you had to keep this up

All the work that you do

So we think that you're good

And you can't believe it's not enough

All the walls you built up

Are just glass on the outside



So let 'em fall down

There's freedom waiting in the sound

When you let your walls fall to the ground

We're here now



This is where the healing begins, oh

This is where the healing starts

When you come to where you're broken within

The light meets the dark

The light meets the dark



Afraid to let your secrets out

Everything that you hide

Can come crashing through the door now

But too scared to face all your fear

So you hide but you find

That the shame won't disappear



So let it fall down

There's freedom waiting in the sound

When you let your walls fall to the ground

We're here now

We're here now, oh



This is where the healing begins, oh

This is where the healing starts

When you come to where you're broken within

The light meets the dark

The light meets the dark



Sparks will fly as grace collides

With the dark inside of us

So please don't fight

This coming light

Let this blood come cover us

His blood can cover us



This is where the healing begins, oh

This is where the healing starts

When you come to where you're broken within

The light meets the dark

The light meets the dark



In God's Love,

Sarah

Monday, August 30, 2010

Today's Devotion

The Race!




Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.~James 1:12"Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.~Hebrews 12:1"



I hope you all had a wonderful weekend, I think we had one of the best weekends in awhile. This morning God laid it on my heart to write about perserverence, he placed these two verses in my email box, and I really couldnt figure out what to write about this morning from my reading in Psalms so took that as a sign from HIM to write about perserverence:) Anyways, I'm not sure about you all but I know I'm guilty of just accepting the status quo of spiritual, family, and work life. This can be a very easy thing to fall into but it can also create a very stagnant environment with little excitement, change, or vigor. And sometimes we may be tempted to just give in to this type of life. As the Hebrews verse illustrates our life is sometimes like a race, and let me tell you I was very tempted to quit the race Saturday morning after the first 200 or so yards, I could barely see(with an eye infection had to wear my glasses and didnt have sunglasses), my legs ached, and I just wasnt feeling it at all. But I listened to the Christian music on my ipod and before I knew it I was at the finish line. Not to minimize the trials in our life at all but if we refocus our energies on what we have and on our ultimimate prize which is a Heavenly Home with our Heavenly Father we can make it through the race of life.



I know I am beginning to sound like a broken record but we can keep our focus, motivation, and perserverance through our relationship with God which can be encouraged by those Christians around us, Christian music, and of course time in HIS word.



On this Monday morning perservere whatever tasks, trials, and challenges that are ahead of you be encouraged by God's word, fellowship, and praise.



In God's Love,

Sarah

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Today's Devotion

What is your function!




Just as each of us has one body with many members, and these members do not all have the same function, so in Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others.-- Romans 12:4-5



As believers we are all brothers and sisters in Christ. As the Bible says we may all have different functions but together we form one body, and belong to one another. I think that is pretty amazing that someone on the other side of the world is my sister in Christ, she may be a missionary in a third world country, that is her function, while I'm here in the comforts of my homeland sharing daily scriptures with others, and reaching out to those around me, that is my function. We are all human as well as Christians and it is our right and privledge to spread the word of Jesus to others, and to show others the love of Jesus. If we don't perform our "function" the body will break down just as a car breaks down if something isn't working right. So today do some reflection and identify what your function is to keep the family body of Christ strong. Once you identify it go and act on it!!! This is something I've really tried to live out more. Its easy to just do the scriptures online but I've really been convicted that I need to let my light shine in the real world as well, so I'm working on my function daily to ensure I am always glorifying God and making a stronger part of the christian body!



One of my favorite songs right now is Human by Natalie Grant I think it fits pretty well with this today so here are the lyrics.

Human by Natalie Grant

Every life has a choice


To rise up to fill the void


Every heart has a mission


And we are called to be human






Chorus:


We gotta do better than this cuz we only got


One chance to make a difference


We gotta do better than this cuz we only got


One life that we've been given


A little love, a little kindness


A little light in this time of darkness


It'll be what makes us different


It'll be what makes us human


I'm human, you're human, we are human






Verse 2:


We are marked with His image


And we are scarred with indifference


Maybe now we should listen


Hear the cry of God's children






Chorus:


We gotta do better than this cuz we only got


One chance to make a difference


We gotta do better than this cuz we only got


One life that we've been given


A little love, a little kindess


A little light in this time of darkness


It'll be what makes the difference


It'll be what makes us human


I'm human, you're human, we are


We are human


I'm human, you're human, we are


We are human






Gotta do better than this cuz I only got


One chance to make a difference


Gotta do better than this cuz I'm only


Just one






I'm human, you're human, we are


We are human x2






It'll be what makes the difference


It'll be what makes us human

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Today's Devotion

Godly Delight!




"Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart~Psalm 37:3,4"



Okay I'm so sorry for the lateness of this today, no nap for Aiden and much needed fellowship with friends this afternoon.



It never ceases to amaze me how good I feel when I do what God wants me to do, and unfortunately it is still sometimes easier to go with the flow and go through the motions really not listening or fulfilling our Christian role that God has for us. I think this is a constant struggle for all of us Christians. This morning I was really butting heads and becoming quite frustrated with my boys, partly due to lack of sleep because Aiden didn't sleep well and partly because I did not pray for patience, support, and guidance to start my day...something I'm really trying hard to do daily. In the middle of my frustrated tyraid and huffing and puffing I noticed Aiden flipping through the pages of his Bible, the one he got from his granddad....its a real bible not a children's bible no pictures. I really think he was trying to get closer to God by looking at it and who knows maybe praying "God, please help mommy not loose her mind today". I'm not really sure but his actions helped me recognize that I needed to pray, realign my thinking, and appreciate the wonderful blessings that God has given me. I did pray for God to help me remain sane, patient and comforting not discouraging for my children. And would you know it as we visited Aiden's preschool both of them were on their best behaviors, listening, putting toys away, even lining up with the rest of the class, and as we were driving home I got a call from a good friend who came over and we visited, she even watched the boys so I could go on a run and then I got to hold another friends 5 day old baby. Our evening home was wonderful eventhough Aiden had no nap and a restless nights sleep last night, we spent most of the evening reading Bible stories that is what the boys wanted. We need to be more like our children and delight, be excited, and intrigued by the Bible instead of it just being on our "to do" list. I'm very guilty of this...you know just going through the motions, but not really living it. If we truely delight ourselves like I did tonight reading Bible story after bible story with my boys everything our heart desires will come true.



Blessings,

Sarah

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

The Cross

Earlier today after dropping off our nanny at class I was driving her car, a chevy, and Aiden said "look mommy there's a cross on her steering wheel" taking a minute to actually see that the chevy symbol does look like a cross, I said "yea you are right and what does the cross mean?" Aiden replied "It means Jesus died on it for our sins". I followed up with yes and why did Jesus do that.  Aiden's response was "because we dont want sin" ME:well yes we don't but he died because he loves us so much.Aiden: "oh yea". I just absolutely love seeing these little moments of faith shine through in children and just had to share it.

Some times it is challenging to feel like we are fostering a spiritual, and Christian path for our children but if we keep communication open and plant seeds of truth they will grow spiritually and yes will see a cross in sticks, macaroni, and yes even car symbols.

What little moment of faith have your children shared with you?

Today's Devotion

God's Love




Your love, O LORD, reaches to the heavens, your faithfulness to the skies. How priceless is your unfailing love! Both high and low among men find refuge in the shadow of your wings. For with you is the fountain of life; in your light we see light.~Psalm 36:5,7,9



First off if you have time to do so today please take a few minutes and read this chapter, it paints a beautiful picture of God's love for us. I could not just pick one verse! As I'm writing this today I can't help but think of a wonderful library book that Aiden checked out last week called Letters to God. Its a heartwarming story of a little boy who writes God letters to help him find a missing toy, and has he journeys to mail it notices other prayer requests so adds those to the letter finally noticing a rainbow and closes his letter thanking God for all the beautiful things he has made including the rainbow. This book is based on a true story of a little boy who lost his battle to cancer at the age of 10 and several years after his death his parents found many of his letters to God. Even though this little boy was very ill he still knew how much God loved him and eventhough his parents lost their only son they still know God loves them. No this young child did not question the existinance of God instead he relied on HIM for everything even his search for missing toys.



I think the infinity of God's love is difficult to understand for all of us, including our children. Last night while I was doing bedtime Aiden and I had a nice talk about everyone who loves him, he easily named off "mommy and daddy" but when I asked "you know who loves you more than anyone?" he was stumped...I attempted to explain God's love for each of us is stronger and bigger than anything, reaching passed all the clouds. I'm not sure if he got it or not, but if I continue to read bible stories to our boys with the truth of his love, and point out things that HE has done, such as rainbows, they will learn and experience how much God loves them. As adults we can be just as ignorant of God's love for us can't we? Yes we may say "God why me" or "God why did this happen" when really we should be thanking God always for giving his son's life for us. Yes often we experience more bumps in the road than we'd like to experience, and how can we focus on God's love when we are feeling defeated? Well I think when we surround ourselves with God's word, whether it by listening to Christian music, reading our Bible daily, or fellowship with other Christians, or better yet a combination of all of them, the bumps will soon be ironed out and we'll be able to better recognize God's love for us. So today let God's light provide you comfort and peace. As always if there are any prayer requests please let me know, I consider it a great privledge to pray for you.



And if I could ask for prayer, its really a minor one, but one I know that needs prayer. There is a Bible study beginning in September that I would really like to do, it works perfectly with my schedule, but I always feel guilty having something going on for me on my days off because I feel I should be spending time with my boys. So please pray that I'll make the right decision about this Bible study. Thanks:)



In God's Love,

Sarah

Monday, August 23, 2010

Today's Devotion

Shine your loving light!




"Anyone who claims to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness. ~1 John 2:9"



I hope you all had a wonderful weekend. We sure did, it started with Nathen and I attending a parenting seminar at our church. Although the message was a great one..."parents should be responsible for their child's spirituality not the church" the delivery was somewhat negative. I wont go into all the details, as it will depress all of you and my intent is to encourage. Anyways, the speaker spoke of others who may think and have different life styles than him in a very negative way. Now much of what he said I agreed with, but I think we should love each other like brothers and sisters like the Bible says. We can disagree with each other's choices while showing God's love to each other.



As I read this verse this morning I could not help but think of Fred Phelps group who claims to be Christians but are better known for spreading messages of hate instead of messages of love. And unfortunately giving Christians a bad reputation of being hateful, judgemental, and intolerant. I'm not saying that we need to all hold hands and sing together or even agree with one another, but what I think we can do is offer each other unconditional love as God has offered us through giving his son's life. We can disagree with one another by using the Bible as our resource and defense, and do this out of love for another not hate.



You may be thinking "Sarah, brothers in this text is all Christians, and we all think a like". I could be wrong and I don't claim to be a Bibical scholar but I think we are all brothers and sisters in Christ even to a nonbeliever because its our responsibility as a believer to spread the good news of Jesus to each other. And I know us Christians all have differing attitudes, thoughts, and beliefs on several issues. And you know what it really doesn't matter at the end of the day as long as we all agree that Jesus died to save all of us, and is the son of God.



So as Christians let us all show our light and not be pursueded to be in the dark by not loving one another. I challenge all of us to give Christians a better reputation and when a nonbeliever hears someone being a Christian they will think of only loving acts and not hateful words.



In God's love,

Sarah



Friday, August 20, 2010

Today's Devotion

Our Hiding Place




You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surrond me with songs and diliverance~Psalm 32:7



Hide and seek what a wonderful childhood game. I still have great memories of playing this at a child, particularly after church on Sunday and Wednesday nights, Mom and Cammie do you remember this? Anyways, maybe this sticks out in my memory because we in the safe haven of the church grounds so we all felt safe, of course as children we probably wern't thinking that but just enjoying a great game with great friends.



Evan in the last few days has discovered his shadow and is quite frightened of it often screaming and crying running into my arms trying to get away from the strange dark figure that is chasing him. I become his safe hiding place from what he perceives is a scary creature. As adults I think we can relate to trying to run away from our scary creatures, whether its distructive relationships, addictions, or other worldly influences. We may be tempted to just give into these creatures but we will always have a safe hiding place from these in our Loving Heavenly Father. I imagine HIM picking us up wiping our tears away and sing to us just as I have done with Evan several times this week as he hides from his shadow. So today if you are struggling with your own scary creatures know you have a safe hiding place with Your Loving Heavenly Father. And as always if there is anything I can pray about for you please let me know.



In God's Love,

Sarah

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Today's Devotion

Obey and Rejoice?!




Many sorrows come to the wicked, but unfailing love surrounds those who trust the LORD. So rejoice in the LORD and be glad, all you who obey him! Shout for joy, all you whose hearts are pure!~Psalm 31:10,11





As a parent and a child it may be hard to understand the concept that obeying begets rejoicing. Disciplining children is both challenging and necessary and when done right we can rejoice instead of pulling our hair out! Monday I went to a wonderful conference on conscious discipline its main theme is to discipline ourselves first...calm ourselves down

and then state what behavior we want to see as well as naming the feeling for the child. I've tried a couple of the techniques with my children and I must say they have reduced power struggles, and frustrations emmensley and well have had me rejoicing. It's wonderful to see my children listen and obey! Well I think the same is true with our relationship with God except he is PERFECT and never becomes frustrated, angered, or to the point of pulling his hair out when we disobey him. NO his love is neverending, and although he may be disappointed he never stops loving us. Yes sometimes as adults we may be defiant towards our Heavenly Father, but if we only obey him he will bless us tremendously. For example writing these devotions, and posting daily scriptures was something I knew HE wanted me to do and at first I was very nervous and almost didn't listen to HIM because I didn't want anyone to take offense to them. BUT I am so glad that I listened to HIM because I have been able to reach out to more people, and been blessed by more Christian relationships with friends. So yes today lets all OBEY HIM and I promise you blessings will follow.



In God's Love,

Sarah





Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Todays Devotion

Our navigator and copilot




"Since you are my rock and my fortress, for the sake of your name lead and guide me. I trust in you, O LORD; I say You are my God My times are in your hands.~Psalm 31:3, 14,15"



Yesterday I wrote about our Eternal Healer, and today well I'm going to write about our God being our Navigator and Co Pilot---Yes our God is that awesome to have many job descriptions:)



Often we may feel lost in the world and sometimes surrounded by unbelievers who may not understand it when we say "let me pray about that" but that does not mean we need to stop relying and turning to HIM for direction. We need to constantly remember and consult HIM to ensure we stay on our spiritual path. I think we get into trouble when we think we can do things on our own without the guidance and comfort God provides as he guides and leads us.



I know in my relationships when I start becoming the center of it instead of having God be the center of our home conflict always arises. But when we turn our focus, and trust God we will be blessed. Now I'm not saying that we will have no conflicts, trials or disappointments but they will be easier to manage because they are in God's hands and we just need to look for him to lead us.



So today whatever you faced with ask yourself "Am I trying to do it all on my own or am I looking to God as my copilot"?



One of my favorite songs right now is exactly about how having God at the center of your relatonships. Here are the lyrics.



Lead Me by Sanctus Real



I look around and see my wonderful life

Almost perfect from the outside

In picture frames I see my beautiful wife

Always smiling

But on the inside, I can hear her saying...



“Lead me with strong hands

Stand up when I can't

Don't leave me hungry for love

Chasing dreams, what about us?



Show me you're willing to fight

That I'm still the love of your life

I know we call this our home

But I still feel alone”



I see their faces, look in their innocent eyes

They're just children from the outside

I'm working hard, I tell myself they'll be fine

They're in independent

But on the inside, I can hear them saying...



“Lead me with strong hands

Stand up when I can't

Don't leave me hungry for love

Chasing dreams, but what about us?



Show me you're willing to fight

That I'm still the love of your life

I know we call this our home

But I still feel alone”



So Father, give me the strength

To be everything I'm called to be

Oh, Father, show me the way

To lead them

Won't You lead me?



To lead them with strong hands

To stand up when they can't

Don't want to leave them hungry for love,

Chasing things that I could give up



I'll show them I'm willing to fight

And give them the best of my life

So we can call this our home

Lead me, 'cause I can't do this alone



Father, lead me, 'cause I can't do this alone







IN God's Love,

Sarah

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Today's Devotion

Our Forever Healer




O LORD my God, I called to you for help and you healed me.You turned my wailing into dancing....and clothed me with joy, that my heart may sing to you and not be silent. O LORD my God, I will give you thanks forever~Psalm 30:1,11-12



I think we've all told a loved one, especially our stubborn hubbies--"go to the Dr" when they are ill or hurt, but how often do we tell others or ourselves for that matter "go to God you need a spiritual tune up?" No if someone is hurting or ill we may say "I'll pray for you" which of course is helpful, supportive, but I think we should also take that opportunity to pray WITH that person if at all possible. Now the same is true for ourselves we need to check ourselves and take everything to the LORD as he can heal whatever wound we may be burdened with.



As some of you may know several years ago I struggled with body image issues, and although sometimes irrational thoughts about my body pop up its nothing like it used to, and within minutes of prayer get back on track. I had the wonderful opportunity to see my Dr last week, I had a nasty eye infection, and the last time I saw him was when I was 19 or 20 and in the griphold of those body image issues, and he told me if he saw my weight any lower he would hospitalize me. I remember thinking at the time, "he doesn't know what he's talking about". But when I saw him last week for my eye he remembered me and I could feel myself almost beaming as he said "you are so healthy now". It was a hard time in my life all those years ago but God helped and continues to heal me, and because of that I can't help but rejoice and dance for the love he's given me.



So today what are you dancing and rejoicing about? How has God helped you? You don't have to respond to those questions but just reflect on how HE has helped you through a difficult time in your life. And if you are currently in that difficult time make an appointment with Forever Healer, there is never a waiting room and he's always on call for you!



In God's Love,

Sarah

Monday, August 16, 2010

Today's Devotion

Its All good!




All things work together for the good for those who love God~Romans 8:28





I apologize for the delay in getting this out today, I had a training for work from 8-4 and was planning on waking up early to do this, but you know how that works out on a Monday morning:) Anyways, it was probably a good thing because my mom included this verse in her devotion and I could not think of something better to write about on a Monday to correlate with what I wanted to express to you today.



I was thinking yesterday that regardless of what my week had been like I felt peace and love from God. We've all heard the phrase "its all good". But with God it really is all good. We may not understand it at the time we are experiencing something painful whether its a low score on a test, a conflict with a loved one, a quarrel with a spouce, or frustration from a child. But if we center our lives around God he will guide us through these trials and in the end it will all be good.



In God's love,



Sarah

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Forgiveness

Okay this post is really just going to be a journal for me to collect my thoughts, and who knows maybe help someone along the way. Anyways this past week has been emotionally exhausting as you may have noticed from some of my devotions. I know in the Big picture of the Life GOD has blessed me with the situation is very minimal but I'm having a difficult time forgiving someone who hurt me tremendously. This person is someone I respect, love, and care for so it is painful to have no commincation with her the past few days. However, I can't seem to forgive what she has requested and said to me, and have taken the attitude of "waiting it out until she apologizes" I have prayed a lot about this, and the issue of concern is regarding disciplining our children and I feel that no one has the right to tell us how we discipline our children unless we are paying them for a conference or therapy or something. When I pray I wonder if I'm just hearing what I want to hear "Sarah, I love you thats all that matters, you are a great mom and you are raising your children to follow ME" and filtering out what is difficult to hear "Sarah I love you and so does this person forgive them and move on". And I wonder if the person who hurts me is only hearing what she wants to hear "Guide her, support her, help her" and filtering out "let her live her life I will watch over her". My human side does not want to forgive, I want an apology!!! This person knows how much my feelings were hurt but continues to stand her ground saying I need to change how I'm raising our sons, particularly our 3 year old. Like I said I want an apology I dont want to forgive her!! So tonight I'm scouring The Bible on Forgiveness for some guidance

 "For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive me their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins~Matthew 6:14,15"
 "Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you~Colossians 3:13"
"Be kind and compassionate to one another forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you~Ephesians 4:32"

Okay i think I know what I need to do, but it will be very difficult, and will probably hurt my husband since he is very angry about this situation as well and is all in favor of the "wait until she apologizes" option.

Yesterday's Devotion

Test me and Try me




"Test me, O Lord, and try me, examine my heart and my mind; for your love is ever before me, and I walk continually in your truth~Psalm 26:2,3"



The last 24 hours has been quite dififcult and emotionally draining for me but last night as I was praying about this situation I was comforted knowing that I live my life for God and his love is stronger than anything I am or will experience. Then this morning I read this and again felt comfort that in the big picture of life the trials, hurts, and dissapointments we endure are truely a test. Will our faith waiver when relationships are strained, jobs are lossed, love ones die, or disagreements arise? For me NO WAY, I will continue to walk with HIM, knowing he LOVES me and any experience in my life that is painful is temporary and a test for me to always focus on HIM.



As I write this I can't help but think of a song about the relationship with God. The last 24 hours I've been so thankful that I have a relationship with my Heavenly Father. Since this is a pretty short devotion thought I'd share the lyrics with you



More Like Falling in Love by Jason Gray.

Give me rules

I will break them

Give me lines

I will cross them

I need more than a truth to believe

I need a truth that lives, moves, and breathes

To sweep me off my feet

It ought to be



More like falling in love

Than something to believe in

More like losing my heart

Than giving my allegiance

Caught up, called out

Come take a look at me now

It's like I'm falling, oh

It's like I'm falling in love



Give me words

I'll misuse them

Obligations

I'll misplace them

'Cause all religion ever made of me

Was just a sinner with a stone tied to my feet

It never set me free

It's gotta be



CHORUS



...It's like I'm falling in love, love, love

Deeper and deeper

It was love that made

Me a believer

In more than a name, a faith, a creed

Falling in love with Jesus brought the change in me



Today's Devotion

Hand it over






Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you."1 Peter 5:7, NLT



What a wonderful thing to remember no matter we are facing. I think each of us can benifit from remembering that no matter what life has dealt us we can hand it over to God and he will care for us and carry us through it. On this temporary place we live called Earth we will have a lot of stress, worries, and anxieties. Although life here is temporary 70-100 years of dealing with everything that we may encounter is a long time isnt it? I'm only 33 and some days I feel I can't handle one more thing. But its not all grim here on Earth we can have a personal relationship with our loving Heavenly Father if we just ask him into our hearts. And you know what HE will provide comfort, guidance, and peace during those times of trials and tribulations. So today whatever stresses or worries you have go ahead and hand it over to God and he will get your through because he loves and cares about you so much. Just as the new Amy Grant song says sometimes when we cry out to our God its better than a Hallelujah



Better than a Hallelujah by Amy Grant

God loves a lullaby

In a mothers tears in the dead of night

Better than a Hallelujah sometimes.

God loves a drunkards cry,

The soldiers plea not to let him die

Better than a Hallelujah sometimes.



We pour out our miseries

God just hears a melody

Beautiful the mess we are

The honest cries of breaking hearts

Are better than a Hallelujah



The woman holding on for life,

The dying man giving up the fight

Are better than a Hallelujah sometimes

The tears of shame for what's been done,

The silence when the words won't come

Are better than a Hallelujah sometimes.



We pour out our miseries

God just hears a melody

Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com

Beautiful the mess we are

The honest cries of breaking hearts

Are better than a Hallelujah



Better than a church bell ringing,

Better than a choir singing out,singing out.



We pour out our miseries

God just hears a melody

Beautiful the mess we are

The honest cries of breaking hearts

Are better than a Hallelujah









In God's love,

Sarah

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Todays Devotion

Always there


God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.-- Psalm 46:1 Lead me by your truth and teach me, for you are the God who saves me. All day long I put my hope in you.--Psalm 25:5

Okay is anyone else feeling a little frazzled today as though they are just running in place and getting absolutely nothing accomplished? Well I am so I apologize if this devotion comes off as more of a journal of my thoughts today instead of an encouragement to you today. This morning both my boys woke up with horrible coughs and grumpy attitudes, crying as I left for work with Aiden saying "mommy, please stay", it breaks my heart when my babies cry out for but I do know they are in good hands while I'm at work. Before I left I tried to find some notes I needed but could not find them, and was unable to print out something I needed for work. I felt very frazzled and overwhelmed...and while I was driving to work I heard a song "You never let go"it brought me almost to tears. It felt like God was saying "Sarah I have you in my arms, just trust everything will work out" Yes I know my troubles are really minor but it was comforting for me to know I'm always in God's hands if I only rely on him. Here is the song I heard this morning I hope you find encouragement and comfort from it as I did.



You Never let Go by David Crowder Band

When clouds veil sun

And disaster comes

Oh, my soul

Oh, my soul

When waters rise

And hope takes flight

Oh, my soul

Oh, my soul

Oh, my soul



Ever faithful

Ever true

You I know

You never let go

You never let go

You never let go

You never let go



When clouds brought rain

And disaster came

Oh, my soul

Oh, my soul

When waters rose

And hope had flown

Oh, my soul

Oh, my soul

Oh, my soul



Oh, my soul

Overflows

Oh, what love, oh, what love

Oh, my soul

Fills hope

Perfect love that never lets go



Oh, what love, oh, what love

Oh, what love, oh, what love

In joy and pain

In sun and rain

You?re the same

Oh, You never let go





In God's Love,

Sarah:)

Monday, August 9, 2010

Today's Devotion

Temporary Hurts




For our present troubles are small and won't last very long. Yet they produce for us a glory that vastly outweighs them and will last forever!"2 Corinthians 4:17, NLT







On this monday morning I am presented with several tasks here at work but before I start those tasks it helps to know that these troubles are temporary. As I've said several times I do live a blessed life but still daily challenges affect me in negative ways I may snap at those I love, or may fall short(well very short oftern times) in living like Jesus, or may be mocked for my beliefs. I'm thankful to live in a society that most respect our beliefs and Christianity, but we may still run into some folks who may ridicule, mock, or belittle our faith in Jesus. Although these remarks may hurt our feelings in the long run they are temporary hurts. Just think if we all lived our lives knowing what lays ahead of us in Heaven. Of course I have no idea what heaven will be like but I do know our loving Father will be there with all other Christians. I can imagine there will be a lot of my favorite activities, food (a lot of chocolate maybe:), and more importantly the loving fellowship of God and other Christians. Yes some of those Christians may be people that we may not get along with very well here on Earth but once we get to Heaven I think we will all see each other as God sees us so we will all love each other unconditionally. Yes the problems that we face today although may be difficult they are temporary and if we turn our focus towards God which is a neverending loving relationship we can get through everything.







In God's love,



Sarah

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Friday's Devotion

Loving one another




Dear friends, let us love one another, because love comes from God~1 John 4:7



I did not have enough time to read my bible this morning so am taking this verse from the boys' devotion today, but I think its pretty applicable to us adults. We need to love one another no matter the circumstances because as humans we need that connection, support, and encouragement. And as Christians we should strive to live like God who loves us so much he gave his only son for our sins so the least we can do is love the people around us. This past week has been a bit trying, challenging and stressful for me; nothing major just the normal single parent through the week stuff. And by last night I was almost in tears, but thanks to a new friend I was able utilize the entire VBS time, about 2 hours just visiting, listening and supporting one another while Aiden learned about the Bible and Evan played with her son. It was such a blessing, and I'm so thankful I have this friend in my life. This morning I was frustrated because Aiden woke up early and I didnt get the me time after my run that I was planning on (since the little burger didnt go to sleep until after 10), but he woke up so happy and just wanted mommy to read him books, and snuggle with me. Still a little frustrated and exhausted from parening 2 children, working, planning meetings, attending VBS, ect I took the boys to open gym with the hopes of a good nap (which they crashed minutes after hitting their pillow) and to again vent, talk, and find support from my friends. And again I felt blessed by the friendships in my life, and had a wonderful time visiting with several friends, and had a great lunch visit with one of my best friends which because of life we'd been a bit disconnected lately, but we both need each other and value our friendship and so glad we could have such a great visit today. So I guess what I'm saying is life is too short to hold grudges, hate, and be intolerant whether it be towards friends, children, spouses, or other family members, as humans its difficult but let us strive to love each other has God has loved us. Ironically as I was running this morning, before reading the boys' devotion to them I heard this song which fits perfectly we do all need one another. Here are the lyrics.



We need each other by Sanctus Real

I think I caught a glimpse of

Life without friends

Bitter, empty, hollow, dark and lonely

We never meant to hurt each other

So Can’t we trust again

And take it as a chance

To keep on growing



I don’t know why it doesn’t come easy

But I know that we could be happy

If we’d only learn to love



Oh oh we need each other

So what’s the fighting for

Oh oh we need each other

Please don’t close the door

Oh oh we need each other

Through all the highs and lows

Oh oh we need each other

Cuz no one’s meant to live alone



Life revolves around the need

Of having someone

Causing every complicated feeling

Oh and I don’t want to loose you

And there is nothing wrong with

Telling me what you need

To keep our love strong



It’s just a part of being a family

Taking the good with the bad and the ugly

If we could only learn to love



Oh oh we need each other

So what’s the fighting for

Oh oh we need each other

Please don’t close the door

Oh oh we need each other

Through all the highs and lows

Oh oh we need each other

Cuz I don’t want to be alone



Oh Oh we need each other

Fathers and Mothers

Oh oh we need each other

All your sisters and brothers

Oh oh we need each other

We need friends and lovers

Oh Oh we need each other



Well I need you

You need me

Cuz that’s the way

It’s meant to be

I need you

We need each other

(I don’t want to be alone)

(x2)





Hope you all have a wonderful weekend, I'll be back with devotions on Monday morning.



In God's Love,

Sarah

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Today's Devotion

Where do we put our Trust?




Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the LORD our God. They are brought to their knees and fall,

but we rise up and stand firm. O LORD, save the king! Answer us when we call! Psalm 20:7-9



I don't think many today put their trust in chariots or horses but still may put their trust in something, someone other than God. Some may put their trust in their job, relationships, education, themselves, ect. When we put our trust in our God we will not be disappointed. Even the best job, relationships, education can disappoint, but God is always loving, comforting and supporting. And he does answer prayers. I have a story to share about an answered prayer today. I received a texted from our nanny stating the boys had been good but everything else was having her down and to check my email. Thinking the worse I immediately checked my email to see that she had misplaced a new library book and movie they had just checked out earlier in the morning, and asked I pray that they be relocated. I was so relieved that nothing serious was wrong with her or her family and encouraged that she asked for prayer about finding them. And would you know it someone had found the book and movie and returned them to the library, she quickly informed me that their is great power in prayer. I know that this is a little thing compared to all the major prayer requests out there, but to me its comforting that God cares about our little requests just as much as the large ones. See the thing is I think we should trust in God for everything whether it be a sick infant, terminally ill elderly, or lost items. So the next time you loose your keys, books, whatever it may be instead of saying "why can't I ever keep track of anything" say a prayer, you'll feel better and most likely find the misplaced item much faster. Happy praying and trusting in God!!



In God's love,

Sarah

Yesterday's Devotion

Thinking before you talk




May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be pleasing in your sight, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer~Psalm 19:14



We have all heard the rule about thinking before you talk, havn't we? And if anyone is like me have been burnt a few times by not following this rule. Several months I learned a valuable lesson about the words I speak, through hearing the exact words I said coming from my 3 year old son. Something I'm not proud of is that when I'm angry and or frustrated I will say words that are not pleasing to God. I have made a conscious effort to hold my tongue (and instead pray for patience)when I'm frustrated, but unfortunately that does not mean that my son has not forgotten those "bad words" when he's angry, frustrated, or just wanting to get mommy mad. Yes the words I used because I did not think before I used them continue to disappoint my Heavenly Father. We never know how the words or thoughts we use have a lasting effect on those around us, not to mention hurting and disappointing our always loving God. Its a constant goal and challenge to keep my words and thoughts pleasing to the Lord, but it is definately one that is important to me!



In God's Love,

Sarah:)

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Today's Devotion

Let HIM Light your WAY!




You, O LORD, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light. As for God, his way is perfect; the word of the LORD is flawless. He is a shield for all who take refuge in him. Psalm 18:28,30



I read a book several months ago, The Shack, which is a wonderful book and something I remember about it is as humans we often have a difficult time giving up our independence and totally trusting and depending on God. It is difficult but if we relinquish our control to HIM he will light our way. Anyone that has a toddler knows that they are very much intrigued and entertained by flashlights (at least my children are). Just think how our lives would be different if we showed the same enthusiasm following God's light as our children show following the light of their flashlights. Yes I know it is difficult it is human nature to crave independence and control. I think the longer we think we can do everything on our own the less we are able to let our own light shine to others. And you know what if we allow him to light our way HE will provide a shield for us for whatever we may face in our lives. So go ahead give up a little control and let HIM light your way, the benifit will far outweigh any sense of loss of control you may have. One benifit is that you'll be able to let your light shine brighter for HIM.



In God's Love,

Sarah

Monday, August 2, 2010

Today's Devotion

Message through a sunset!




I call on you, O God, for you will answer me; give ear to me and hear my prayer. Show the wonder of your great love, you who save by your right hand those who take refuge in you from their foes~Psalm 17:6,7



I hope you all had a wonderful weekend, I've decided to keep my devotions for Monday-Friday as I try to maximize my time with family on the weekends. Anyways, our weekend went extremly too fast, and last night I must say I was calling out to God quite a bit during VBS when my children were in rare form. Aiden could not sit still during the worship part in the sacturary instead deciding to blow air in people's faces (I'm still trying to figure out where that came from) once I took him out of the sacturary in the bathroom to talk to him he began calling me names, and I was about in tears. He continued to call me names off and on throughout VBS but did do pretty well but when he wasn't misbehaving Evan seemed to pick up the slack by running around, laughing, and well just trying to be cute---which he knows he is, but not really listening to the Bible Story. As we returned home I was frustrated, angry, and embarrased although the women at the church were very comforting and supportive ensuring me my kids "were not that bad, and we've all had those times with our kids". I was still emotionally exhausted and told Nathen he could do bathtime, I was going to the store for groceries. Well on my way to the store there was a wonderfully beautiful sunset, and right there in my car I realized God had answered my prayers earlier that night, my children were not perfect by any means but who is and they could have been much worse, my friends and other helpers at VBS were very comforting, and through that sunset I could feel God's comfort although he was saying "Sarah, I know you are tired, frustrated and angry but I'm here". Not to sound too crazy but just seeing that sunset made me feel God's love, comfort, and almost creating a refuge for me emotionally. As we did bedtime I prayed to God for more patience with the boys, and that the boys would sleep well. And wouldn't you know it Evan slept until about 5 this morning in his crib (which hasn't happened since well forever!) and Aiden slept well too. I know I have a blessed life but still there are challenges and its so comforting to know that my God is always there to give me a big hug wheather it be something in nature that brings a smile to my face like a sunset or a restful slumber, God answers our prayers because he loves us so much.



In God's Love,

Sarah

Devotion-073010

Be Encouraged by OUR MAKER!




You hear, O Lord, the desire of the afflicted; you encourage them, and you listen to their cry ~ Psalm 10:17



While I was trying to get Aiden to take a nap I read him a wonderful book by Max Lucado "If Only I had a Green Nose" It takes us through a journey of how we often try to fitin , keep up with the trends and finally realizing it never makes us happy the only one that makes us happy is OUR Maker, God. At the end of the book the characters go back to their Maker afraid HE will be mad and he isn't he's just sad that they walked away from him but takes them takes away all the paint on their painted noses, and brings them back just as they were as HE Created. These are wonderful children books, and I love reading them too because they serve a as a great reminder to myself.



Just as this verse said and the wonderful children books by Max Lucado writes God wants nothing more than to encourage, listen to us, and help us through our lives, no matter what he will always love us if we only allow him to and recognize HE made us perfect just the way we are.



So go ahead cry out to HIM today and be encouraged by HIM.



In God's Love,

Sarah:)